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And now here's Jenny. I'm excited about this book.

I'm excited about this book.

Let's talk about it.

So this is what I know is it's beautiful.

You know how good this is for me the subject because I've wrestled with a season of doubt

and I just want to hear, let's start right here with where this came from for you.

Why was this the message that you had to tell?

Okay, so you know it has been, and Jenny I bet you're like stunned, it's been like a

really interesting last five years and about five years ago so 2016 I

celebrated my 50th birthday party I was having a ball everything was awesome I got home that night

and had 26 miss calls from my brother Andrew in Australia to say that my mom had

passed away that night and so that was like like where I say kind of the beginning of this. Then over, you know, the next few months, I had a lot of deaths in my sister-in-law, my age, one of my husband's brother-in-laws.

And so that has got its own issues.

When you're living on one side of the world, this is all happening on the other side of the world.

And then, of course, for for me it's really tied in you know

when I was left in a hospital not knowing my biological mom then my birth mom so it triggered

no doubt some of that stuff that was going on.

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