He kept coming in and asking me if I'm leaving him.

At one point, he came in, and I had made the decision by that point that I was leaving Chris.

And again, I don't know I'm poking a bear here, right?

And he had never been violent with me ever before.

So one of the times he came in and said, are you leaving me?

I looked at him and I said, yeah.

I said, I can't, the thought of you touching me ever again makes me want to vomit. I said, I can never trust you again.

There's, I've thought about it all day. There's absolutely no way we can move forward for this,

from this. And yeah, I said, I'm, I'm leaving you. And I honestly think in that moment, he was trying to figure out a plan that, you know, he was going to kill me. And I think I kind of signed my own death warrant when I told him that I was going to leave him. I think that's what happened. So I am getting ready to take this gun out of the house, and he comes in and sees me changing, and he's freaking out. Where are you going? What guy you're going to hang out with? And I'm like, what? I'm like, have you lost your mind? And then he sees me holding the gun case. He's like, where are you going with the gun? Now, mind you, he still doesn't know I was talking to Christina. So then I finally turned to him and I was kind of like, I've been communicating with Christina since 9 o'clock this morning. I said, when you called her and told her the lie, I said, why did you say a lie about my gun? I said, I was on the phone with her telling her what you really said before that. I said, so I'm taking the gun out of the house because I don't know why you're talking about my gun in that way and also lying about it. And then he storms out. Now, at the time, again, the contractors were there and I had an issue. I had like a little flood that morning and I had the plumber there, so he was blocking me and I couldn't get

out. So I had to wait until the plumber left in order for me to get out. So the minute the plumber

pulled out, I take off to my sister's house. As I'm driving to my sister's house, she lived maybe

about eight minutes away. As I'm driving there, I start getting text messages from Chris. You're coming home

to a dead body. So now I'm thinking, oh my God, he's going to do what I just said. And I can't live

with him hurting himself. So I quickly run to my sister's house, drop the gun off. What I obviously

didn't know at the time was that I was going to be

the dead body. I come back home and you see in my ADT cameras that I had at the time, you see me

pull in, fast as held, into my driveway and walk into the garage door. At the exact same time, the timestamps match up,

he is filming that mirror monologue,

which Elizabeth Chambers refers to as the cock-a-log,

basically telling me to go fuck myself.

So literally at the same time, I'm walking in,

he's filming that mirror monologue.

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