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Something Was Wrong

S5 Ep14: I'm Not Threatening You, I'm Promising You | Rachel

Something Was Wrong

Broken Cycle Media

Documentary, Society & Culture, True Crime

4.126K Ratings

🗓️ 5 October 2020

⏱️ 71 minutes

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Summary

*Content Warning: childhood abuse, cultic abuse, religious abuse, emotional abuse, physical violence, suicidal ideation, suicide, distressing themes. 

*Sources: (some of these links are Affiliate Links)

Combating Cult Mind Control by Steven Hassan 

Gaslighting: Recognize Manipulative and Emotionally Abusive People--and Break Free by Stephanie Moulton Sarkis, PhD

Psychopath Free Recovering from Emotionally Abusive Relationships With Narcissists, Sociopaths, and Other Toxic People by Jackson MacKenzie 

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Transcript

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0:00.0

Something was wrong covers mature topics that can be triggering. Topics such as emotional,

0:06.1

physical, and sexual abuse. Please, as always, use caution when listening.

0:12.1

Opinions of guests on the show are their own and don't necessarily reflect my views or the

0:18.0

views of this podcast. Please note, I am not a therapist or a doctor. If you or someone

0:25.0

you love is being abused, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-723. If you or someone

0:36.9

you love is experiencing a suicidal crisis or emotional distress,

0:42.2

please call 1-800-273-8255. For more resources, visit something was wrong.com

0:51.7

slash resources. Thank you so much.

0:59.7

What I found out months later,

1:02.9

my brother had tried to kill himself

1:05.1

by jumping out of a second story window

1:07.2

and the only reason he has a life today

1:09.3

is because Sarah saw him,

1:10.8

grabbed him by his

1:11.6

jeans and dragged him back inside. And then my parents told her that the reason Daniel tried

1:18.5

to kill himself was because she did a bad job of raising him. And then apparently they did

1:23.6

tell me the roof. He was, I think he tried to jump from a bedroom window.

1:28.7

He tried to jump out a window sill.

1:30.5

I have been terrified my entire life of losing anyone I love to suicide, especially,

1:34.9

you know, having a friend die so young, even though it wasn't suicide.

1:37.8

Like, it was first presented like that, and I still have this morbid fear of it.

1:43.0

And my brother, it was this thing of like,

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