I can't figure out how I am doing emotionally right now.

Because there is a behind the scenes

fire in the Calli and Jeff world. And I feel simultaneously at peace, like in 12 months,

this won't even matter. I won't even, it won't even, I won't even, I won't even,

like two months, it won't matter. I won't even remember that it happened. Yeah. But I'm also

the enormity of the disaster on the next 48 hours is weighing on me. So I feel like, like,

I mean, some weird, upcyte, gratitudey, weird twilight zone.

Well, I guess that's better than being just mad and ticked off about it.

I will tell you that I was, if it happened, you mean to the person on the phone?

No, I wasn't mean because it's a tough, depending on how inefficient you are on the phone.

Like usually Jeff is super nice on the phone. But if you're rude or inefficient, then he'll,

but that's part of the closet. That's part of the twilight zone thing that

that's happening. Basically, one of the services that we use just got disconnected. And

it's not any of the, it's not anybody at the company's fault that we buy the service from.

It's actually the company that they get the service from. So I don't want to yell at anybody.

But it's just this weird, I don't know, this weird twilight zone place that I'm in,

where I'm simultaneously enraged, yet at peace. And I can't help but wonder if the whole

pandemic, quarantine, craziness for the past few months have just helped put things in perspective.

Yeah, maybe. So that's good. There's your upside.

Anyways, if I sound weird during today's show, that's why because I got that in the back of my mind.

The upside means living in gratitude, finding the positive in every experience,

and helping other people do the same. You are now part of the movement. Welcome to the upside

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