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Thank you. You don't know me. You don't know me well. Here's something else that happened.

That was so bizarre.

The Saturday before Ted died, Patty had her third granddaughter from her, her first of her

daughters. And I said, we better go. We're never going to hear about this if we don't go. We're

going to be in trouble. And Ted was like, I don't want to go. Why are we going? I was like, come on, we have to go. Do you want to live

with Patty being ticked off at you? And he was really upset. And I'm like, what is wrong with you?

And he's like, nothing. And we get to the hospital. And Ted was leaning up against the wall. I was up by

the bed to see the baby because Mommy was holding the baby. And Patty was leaning up against the wall. I was up by the bed to see the baby because mommy was holding the baby.

And Patty was like on the other wall.

And you could definitely, looking at it hindsight now, like those two had a fight.

No doubt about it.

So something was brewing even before this happened.

Before all this happened, we had zero complaints about Kurt.

I mean, he was always nice.

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