Something was wrong is intended for mature audiences, as it discusses topics that can be upsetting,

such as emotional, physical, and sexual violence.

Content warnings for each episode and confidential and free resources for survivors can be found

in the episode notes.

Some survivor names have been changed for anonymity purposes.

pseudonyms are given to minors in these stories for their privacy and protection.

Testimony shared by guests on this show is their own and does not necessarily reflect the

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considered innocent and less proven guilty in a court of law. Thank you so much for listening.

You think you know me, you don't know me well. you so much for listening. I heard You don't know anybody

Until you told

Someone

I heard the interview with Rubin, where he said they shot him in cold blood,

that he never went for the gun. It was like coming to terms with the unimaginable. It never made sense when they said he went for the gun that didn't make sense to me.

None of it made sense to me. It felt like I was in some fucked up nightmare movie and none of it was

real. But when I saw that, it was truly all of it was just unfathomable. And knowing that this person

had witnessed Bobby's last moments and had called

911 for a 5150 because he saw that Bobby was having a mental health crisis and then to hear

what took place and how he was murdered and discarded for absolutely no reason

is beyond devastation and injustice. None of it made any sense. None of it. Seeing more coverage

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