All right, so today is May 4th, 2021, and uh, yesterday I got a copy of my father's appeal,

and it covers a bunch of information of his crimes that I don't know about, because

I've never really looked into any of this, so I finally feel like maybe I'm ready.

You explaining to me what happened to you, them tossing a room, tossing your whole house,

looking for whatever evidence, and you not really understanding what the whole deal was about,

just knowing that your dad had done something again.

He was like, I had lunch with his dad. He literally was sitting there with me,

got a phone call from the attorneys, and then just laughed, and that was the last time he saw

him and talked to him and never heard from him again. She got mad, she grabbed me by the back of the

head, and she slammed my head into the sidewalk in front of the house. She would be banging on the

door, open this fucking door, open this fucking door right now, and I would be screaming,

no, please do not make, please, please, please, please, please, please, please, don't make me open

door. They arrested him for elder abuse, among other charges, it was fraud and financial abuse

of the elderly. There was many times in my life where she made sure I knew you're not the

daughter that I wanted. I wanted a better daughter, a skinnier daughter, and you fucked it all up,

basically, by being who you are, instead of what I wanted.

I also remember feeling like, fuck, I worked for him. Am I going to be arrested? Am I going to

be charged with these same things that he did, even though I literally had no idea what was going on?

I just remember being very scared of that. I didn't realize, like, there's so much I don't know,

there's so much I've never looked at about the cases about my dad and like, fuck dude.

Once I read what your dad was charged with, I realized pretty much everything he told me, revolving

around the business was all lies. After fleeing my dad's business partner going to prison,

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