S13 Ep6: [Natalia] Absolutely Terrified

Something Was Wrong

Broken Cycle Media

True Crime, Documentary, Education, Society & Culture

4.1 • 24.6K Ratings

🗓️ 9 June 2022

⏱️ 57 minutes

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*Content warning: Today’s episode discusses emotional and physical abuse, image-based sexual abuse and substance use disorder. The National Domestic Violence Hotline Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233) - Text "START" to 88788 - or Chat Live at https://www.thehotline.org

The Trevor Project’s Mission is to end suicide among lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, queer & questioning young people. The Trevor Project offers five key programs: crisis services, peer support, research, public education, and advocacy.

The Black Emotional and Mental Health Collective aims to bring together, heal and liberate Black marginalized communities.

National Center for Transgender Equality Works at local, state, and federal levels to change policies and societal perceptions to increase understanding and acceptance of transgender people

The Network LA Red works to end partner abuse in lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, BDSM, polyamorous, and queer communities. They provide a 24-hour hotline, support groups, and housing pathway programs.

SAMHSA’s National Helpline is a free, confidential, 24/7, 365-day-a-year treatment referral and information service (in English and Spanish) for individuals and families facing mental and/or substance use disorders.

The National Helpline provides 24-hour free and confidential referrals and information about mental and/or substance use disorders, prevention, treatment, and recovery in English and Spanish. SAMHSA's National Helpline 800-662-HELP (4357)

TTY: 800-487-4889 For additional information on finding help and treatment options, visit www.samhsa.gov/find-treatment.

The National Domestic Violence Hotline Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)

Text "START" to 88788 or Chat Live at https://www.thehotline.org provides essential tools and support to help survivors of domestic violence so they can live their lives free of abuse, 24 hours a day, seven days a week, 365 days a year. The Hotline can expect highly-trained, expert advocates to offer free, confidential, and compassionate support, crisis intervention information, education, and referral services in over 200 languages.

SWW’s theme music – “U think U” by Glad Rags, from their album Wonder Under.

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0:00.0	Something Was Wrong is intended for mature audiences. Episodes discuss topics that can be upsetting,
0:06.2	such as emotional, physical, and sexual violence, suicide, and murder. If you're in need of support,
0:12.4	please visit Something Was Wrong.com slash resources for a list of non-profit organizations that can help.
0:19.0	I'm not a therapist or a doctor.
0:24.1	Most names have been changed for anonymity purposes.
0:29.9	Opinions expressed by guests on the show are their own and do not necessarily represent my views.
0:34.1	Resources and source material are linked in the episode notes.
0:35.8	Thank you so much for listening.
0:57.0	You think you know me, you don't know me well. episode notes. Thank you so much for listening. You don't know me You don't know anybody You don't know anybody
1:01.0	Until you talk to someone He would take these heavy drugs, but, you know, I couldn't take a hit of my vape pen if I wanted to.
1:20.5	And so we're talking about this.
1:23.6	And I'm pushing a little bit, and he's pushing pushing back and he's getting a little defensive.
1:28.8	And that's when I'm like, you can't do this in my house.
1:32.5	I fully support safe drug use and all of these other things.
1:37.8	But there's a boundary within my house that this is not something that I'm comfortable with.
1:42.8	And that's not okay. And of course,
1:45.4	that leads to another huge, angry fight. And we're going back and forth for a little while. And then
1:52.6	again, things come down. And so things come down. He wants to extend his trip for an extra day.
2:01.4	He's sweet talking me and he's like love bombing me in some moments of the day where he's like,
2:08.2	I love you so much, you're so perfect, you take all of these great care of me, you make sure I'm fed,
2:12.5	you're always cooking for me.
2:14.1	And then at the same time, he's misogynistic where my only role was to be in the
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