There's something so romantic about winter and I don't know whether that's just because

I'm a bit for homebody and I love a 5th but I think it's just the holiday period is just

for me it's the most romantic period and I think anyone who's listened to my records

will know that I'm quite a big fan of romance.

Joy in every sip with red cups now back at Starbucks.

A little bit ago I met with a functional medicine nurse practitioner to kind of deep dive

into health stuff.

I mean we still haven't gotten pregnant so that's one issue and also I've been so tired

since they've started like messing with my thyroid stuff that I just felt like I wanted

answers.

What if they un-messed with your thyroid stuff?

Like why did you originally have them mess with your thyroid stuff in the first place?

Well okay so my fertility specialist wanted needed to lower it while we tried to get pregnant

it wasn't particularly high it was actually quote unquote normal but to get pregnant they

wanted optimal not normal.

So they switched that and then I have just been feeling god awful.

So is it an option?

I probably should have asked this before but is there an option to just not do that?

Just have it be normal?

Do we have gotten pregnant a couple of times with it being where it was?

Perhaps that seems like the...

I don't know.

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