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I'm Tiffany Reese, and don't know me well.

In my mind, I'm thinking this is either all them or all you.

They either are real or they're not at this point.

I just know it.

And it became the large majority

of the conversations I had with Kimmy and Brian were actually with him. As soon as he felt that I was

satisfied, I acted like, okay, like I've got the truth. We'll work forward from this. He would be like,

okay, good. And act like, you know, he was contrite. We're going to work through this.

Yes, I have problems.

You know, I'm going to go to counseling.

And it became like, while our wedding is postponed, we're still going to be together.

But here's what it's going to look like.

He's going to go to celebrate recovery because he has, you know, problems to work through.

He's going to sign up for one-on-one counseling. We're going to go to

couples counseling. He had the whole plan as to how we were going to fix this and come through

this. He started these notes on his phone that he shared with me on like, you know, our iPhones

of a list of all the sermons he was listening to and his notes to follow as he listened

to them for you know full disclosure because we're working through stuff together now and all

of the classes he had signed up for the one-on-one counseling the celebrate recovery the couples counseling

it was such an overwhelming list that I was reading it going,

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