All right, so listen blue and the image aren't here today and I'm writing solo but

of course if I'm going to try to become an Emmy-nominated talk show host I got to have a conversation with

another Emmy-nominated talk show host. What's up Tamar? I feel like we've been trying to do this

forever. I either got to pull up on you on the big old streets or the clubhouse streets because

you know you're on social now a little bit more than you were before but I'm glad we've been

trying to do this for me and I'm glad we're able to get together. I know I know finally right?

Listen I posted today I said you know I'm talking to Tamar and I just recently did a whole

public thing where I said I'm getting off of Viacom, I left Viacom, I left reality TV. You and I have

been having a lot of conversations about your experience with reality TV and so when I posted

today that was going to be talking to you everybody was asking me to ask you to come back to reality

TV but you told me you're not going to do that. Never, I never, ever, ever, never, never, ever,

doing another reality show about my life, ever. But why though you're so entertaining and the

public has invested themselves in your life we want to know everything you're doing when you're

going to the bathroom, how you're raising your kid, who you're dating, all that. I'll absolutely

not. I just feel like you know I've invited people into my life for 10 years right and once you

start like being in the reality world it's really really hard to stop people from being invested

in your personal business right and all of that does for a person like me who's been on for so long

is you know ruin relationships and you know and also you know ruin who you really truly are because

you'll never allow to be that person because of you know whatever the network that you're on has

decided the character that you must play. So for me it's best to show you guys who I really truly

am and that is only through a talk show or a game show or hosting something so you can really see

my real true personality because it's nothing like you know what you have been seen for the past 10

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