We're back for another episode of the Jayce Lee podcast. Thank you to everybody out there sharing the link to this because we can't grow if you don't want to support it and we do know that we do this for you. I do this for you and I appreciate all of you showing up.

This is the show as part of the Jayce Lee experience where I tell you what I think about all the hottest topics and then my bullpen ways in with me.

Those of you I have been commenting I'm reading the comments I'm not obsessed with the comments because I'm not doing it for the comments whether you like or love it don't matter but as long as you keep showing up and talking to shit I do.

All right look we got a lot to get into this episode of the Jayce Lee podcast again the Jayce Lee show at Revolt is where all the cappuccino is sipped but if you looked at the sookiana interview this week the lines of cappuccino and tea are getting blurred.

I'm getting a little off brand but we're doing the best we can but if you look over there at the Jayce Lee show that's where we're having conversations and playing fun messy games over here I'm giving you my opinion on everything related to culture pop culture and politics and all the fuck shit that your favorite person is doing that they're going to blame me.

Once I tell you about it all right all right well this past week what have I been doing I as you all know Floyd Mayweather's assistant was a good friend of mine good friend of Hollywood on like part of a big support system over here passed away about a month ago.

My father died about a month ago and then she died right after but I've been struggling with grief you know I have my own issues with mortality the fact of the matter is that time is not always on your side and there have been so many young people dying whether

be from covid suicide guns fight like there's just so much happening that I won't lie when covid happened I fell into a depression dealing with Facebook Facebook was like a cemetery every day I went there's somebody died, died, died, died.

And then there was the whole thing of whether or not you should get the vaccination and for a long time I had a fake vaccine card because I thought the government was trying to kill us.

And then I ended up going to get vaccinated because I had to go on while and out MTV required it and then I got to MTV and they didn't even look for which I was mad so if anything does have any related to covid I'm blaming by I come CBS.

But no I mean there's so many people died so many young people died and I'm an emotional I'm in a person's energy energy person so every time I look on Hollywood on like as posting nine year old shot and killed this person dies this

who his parents killed all their kids are this school was shot up I mean it's literally just too much and then on top of that my dead and then on top of that my friend died so this past week I told myself staying consistent with what I believe in that I'm not going to grieve anything past three weeks I always say I'm

anything past three weeks because I have staff that depend on me, my fans, my show, what I've built,

my dreams, my brand, everything, my dogs, everything in my life is determined on me pulling through

it. And I will say that on the exact third week, the day of the third week, I started to feel a

lot better. And I remember telling myself, you've got to push through this, you've got to find

yourself again. And you have to be able to be okay. I think the thing that bothered me the most,

I want to talk about for those of you that are watching because I'm sure a lot of you are grieving,

family members have passed, friends have died, you know, just Facebook, friends, people randomly

was that two things happened. One, what I learned in my dad's death was that so many people wanted

to participate in my perceived grieving because somehow it validated their relationship with me.

They didn't really care about me. They never asked about my dad before. They didn't know my dad.

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