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🗓️ 17 October 2016
⏱️ 12 minutes
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0:00.0 | This week on the mowake, eyes wide open. |
0:19.2 | A part of me wants to keep my eyes closed and pull the covers over my head. |
0:27.5 | A block out the light trying to be turned on in my room. |
0:32.4 | A part of me wants to stay right where I am. |
0:36.7 | I want not anyone or anything to jostle me, ask me questions, push me forward. |
0:46.2 | A part of me wants to hide in my anger and fear. |
0:51.4 | My stale beliefs with my pointing fingers, my victimhood, my righteousness. |
1:01.8 | And wants to defend why life is not easy. |
1:09.4 | A part of me wants to tell the world I have been hurt too many times to move ahead. |
1:15.9 | A part of me wants to justify how my pain has left me frozen, petrified and unable |
1:23.1 | to let go. |
1:27.5 | A part of me is so afraid to look at what is hurting me, that it would rather escape |
1:34.7 | than face it. |
1:37.2 | A part of me is so afraid to open my eyes because the very nature of waking up is to be aware. |
1:45.3 | To be accountable. |
1:48.4 | To be responsible for the healing of my life. |
1:53.8 | And knows I will need to take on the task of loving myself until full. |
2:02.5 | A part of me is so afraid to look and to see because it knows the fingers I have been pointing |
2:09.5 | will be pointing back at me. |
2:13.0 | The angry eyes I have been looking out at the world with are my eyes, my responsibility. |
2:24.0 | A part of me knows that when caught in anger and pain, I will have to ask myself, is this |
2:32.8 | really worth my misery? |
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