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That's Better Help, H E L P dot com slash Brittany. Hello everyone and welcome back to worst. First I am really excited. I have a very

special guest here today who I was introduced to you through Mickey Avalon, who I love, who is a

friend of Ergullus, and it's Ryan Leone and he has a book called Wasting Talent,

which is about your life when you were in prison,

before prison, how you got to prison, in prison,

and then now your life clean and sober and happy and doing your doing your

best life right now. Yeah we have the books a novel so it's like a fictional

account of it. Okay.

It's basically covers the years before I went to prison

the first time.

I've been to prison three times,

but the first time I went,

that covers like the junkie years before that.

The year is a heroin addict.

Which is, so you're like, you're like, you're 35?

35. So you're literally a year older than me. And I'm like like you've been to prison three times in your life and

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