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I think I might have mentioned this on Monday. I was having a full on anxiety attack when we were recording on Monday for two main reasons

first

We were so delayed in starting because I was having technical malfunctions and then for three reasons

So already we were off to a bad start. We were late. Secondly, I knew that booker had a hard out because he had to do a phone call

And then third we were recording and the back of my mind

I was nervous and petrified that what we were doing as a backup and emergency recording wouldn't work because we'd never done it before

I was recording on my phone and I couldn't see my levels. I'm like what if I'm too hot?

So it was like three different ways that my brain was like

I was I was I was dying

Last show and it was also our first day at recording at a new time

We're recording later than usual like we're already out of our routine and you know

I'm into a new routine. I'm a few more days into it now

So I hope I'm a little calmer

But you know, I'm talking to new people every morning and I'm so just used to talking to you

Oh, I love talking to you. You know, like I love our rapport

I love everything we do back and forth and I'm having to learn the chemistry of new people and they're not you

So it's it's very different and I can't treat them like shit

I have to be nice to them which sucks. Yeah, they're not getting the real booker yet and everything else

So it's I we're both under a lot of pressure here. I was listening. I was listening this week

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