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Poetry Unbound

Roshni Goyate — Coconut Oil

Poetry Unbound

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4.93.6K Ratings

🗓️ 4 June 2021

⏱️ 17 minutes

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Summary

In many ways this poem can be analyzed by how it ends: by examining the contents of organic shops. Roshni Goyate looks at one such item — coconut oil for hair — and considers its long line of history in her British-Indian family. As a child, she was shamed by classmates for using coconut oil in her hair, but now it’s double the price in shops. In a cruel irony, her race and culture were both hypervisible to those who taunted her and rendered invisible by those same people who invalidated her presence and citizenship.

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My name is Podrigotumma and when I read poetry one of the questions that's always in the

0:07.0

mind is, who is the eye? Who's speaking here? And often of course when you're reading a poem

0:12.0

you want to think, oh I'm being invited into the eye, I'm being invited into the experience

0:18.0

of the speaker and the outrage of the speaker. But often these days when I read poetry I

0:24.0

realise that I am not being invited into identifying with the eye, the speaker of the poem, I'm

0:30.0

being identified into being the you, the one who might be challenged, the one who's being

0:35.0

up for a critique.

0:41.0

Coconut Oil by Roshne Goyate

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Vatika bottle sits in the bathroom, contents solidified by London's night, mom microwaves

0:55.0

a two-aclear sap, an ancestral ritual improvised. She sits me down, braids unplatted, drags

1:05.0

plastic comb through my hair, out, mommy, mommy, not too hard, pretends my squeaks are not

1:13.0

there. Drip, drip onto my invisible scalp, grab, grip with the palms of her hand, rub,

1:23.0

rub, rub, taming flyaways, slap, slip onto the slick dark of strands, a soft scent sweetened

1:33.0

with buttery, slippery, tinged with metallic sweat of my brow, provokes questions in the playground.

1:43.0

Why do you smell so funny? How? The powder-red shame of coconut oil spray paints

1:51.0

itself onto my skin. I deleted from life like a bad line of cold, no chance of it coming

2:00.0

in. When suddenly this hair oil that gave me such grief comes back for well-being's bright

2:09.0

new age, no longer smelling funny, a great white commodity marked up for organic food

2:18.0

shops, all the rage. I love this point for a whole variety of reasons. Possibly chief

2:41.0

among which are the last three words, all the rage. You know, there's the upfront meaning,

2:46.0

all the rage, meaning fashionable, or everybody's getting it in a new style of fashion.

2:50.0

Attached to a style of jeans, whatever. You know, it's all the rage. But in Roshne

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