Hi, I'm Susie Larson.

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Well, it's only just a't do dance. You don't have to know how to ever since, ever since we've got you late. Welcome to Middays, I'm Sizzy Larson. So honored to get to spend this time with you.

In fact, I look forward to bringing you conversations every single day that hopefully inspire you in your faith walk, that deep in your understanding of God's Word and that heighten your awareness of his very real presence in your life today we're talking about the reality the truth of the matter

that you can trust God to write your story and I want to tell you this maybe that I don't know that

you've ever I don't know if I've ever shared this on the ear before but you know I have three sons

you know that right well our middle son, when he was

15 months old, had a respiratory illness, he was hospitalized, and they didn't think at one point

that he was going to make it. They said his heart would probably not last 24 hours, and he got

through that. Well, I found out I was pregnant shortly thereafter with number three, our third son.

I was on bed rest for six months with a high-risk pregnancy.

One day I got up because doctor said I could get up. I met some girlfriends from college.

I walked very carefully. We went for a walk, had lunch, was back down in bed with contractions.

Two weeks from that outing, my face started to go numb, my vision started to blur.

Long story short, you jump ahead.

I deliver this little boy having all these neurological symptoms, not sure what's going on in my body.

But I thought, okay, I've got this little boy who almost lost his life because of a respiratory illness.

RSVs is an epidemic and now I've got a four-week-old.

Well, jump ahead again a few weeks.

Jordan, my baby, at four weeks old,

ends up in the hospital with a respiratory virus. I was exhausted. There was something going on in my

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