I had to learn to utilize fear.

Okay. I don't leave it behind.

I identify what I'm afraid of.

I then identify what ego-based consciousness

I'm prescribing to the fear of the past or fear of the future.

That's all there is.

Fear of the past, resentment of guilt, fear of the future, anxiety and worry,

and then I see, do I even need to be superior? Do I need to be separate?

Inferior?

Do I have a need to be right?

Do I need to be offended?

Angry, anxious, frustrated, worried.

All of these things are ego-based consciousness that not only interfere

with how happy, healthy, wealthy, and worthy you are but they actually accelerate you

in the wrong direction. I want to talk about your biggest loss all at once and how you got

past that. So my biggest loss was I bought a condo conversion from a neighbor

okay and I sunk all my cash, liquid cash into the lawsuit while I was

managing all of my properties and my business investments. At the time, I had a $40 million line accredited a private bank.

I had been a member of that bank for over 10 years.

Any time I walked into that bank I was God, I was Midas.

They would lick the bottom of my souls if I asked them to when I walked into that bank.

Overnight in 2008 the bank was struggling.

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