so happy to share another specially curated batch of episodes featuring some of the inspiring women we've had on the show.

And I had always been this good kid, and I always did what my mom told me, but I knew that I wasn't going to stay.

So the final moment, when she realized that I was going to leave,

she gets down on her knees. She begs me not to go. She's crying. Don't go. Don't go. Like,

you're breaking my heart. I remember telling her, I'm like, this thing is bigger than me. It's bigger than

all of this. It's like it's just bigger.

Her Netflix comedy special lower classy made us laugh, mostly at ourselves. And now,

Cristella Alonso is giving us an intimate look into her life with her memoir, Music to My Years.

We talked about so much, the conversation takes up two episodes. In this first part,

Christella tells me about the loneliness of her childhood and the heartbreak of caring for her mother.

In next week's episode, we'll talk about the come-up and finding herself through comedy.

I will admit, even though we are friends, there was still so much to learn about this funny woman I know and love.

Christella, congratulations on becoming the first Latino to Latina guest to earn a second episode.

Oh, is that right?

Man, add it to your list of accolades.

You know what?

I am tired of cleaning up the shards of glass from all the ceilings I keep breaking.

Oh, my God.

Oh, hashtag blessed.

Hashtag blessed.

Okay, but seriously, I loved the book. I loved it. I loved it. You know how much I loved it because I was annoyingly texting you throughout my first reading of it. And I love the way you structure it. Each chapter is about a song that captures a time in your life. Not to pigeonhole you, but I imagined we'd open, like, with Selena, and instead,

you give us Boston's More Than a Feeling as your opening chapter. What does that song mean to you?

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