All right, Natasha, brand new episode.

Brand new episode.

I have to literally cut you off every week because we have a full-on podcast before either

of us hits record on the actual podcast.

I consider it like show prep, you know?

It's like, it's like we've literally been laughing and talking for

30 minutes already and not yet hit recording we have a half hour show prep session then we get to the

podcast you know that that in turn um okay there's so much to talk about though so much to talk about

and um i was i've been curious because I didn't even realize it that we just

had the two year anniversary of Kane's passing. And I was just, I wanted to just check in with you,

like how you guys are doing. How are the girls? Like how, you know, can you even believe it's been two years?

No, I mean, I can't believe it. It's, you know, I just happened to mention to you when we were

talking about my mom guilt emotional breakdown last week that in addition to it being Harry's

birthday, his birthday coincides with the anniversary

of Peter passing away. And, you know, it's funny. It's almost like subconsciously, like this

time of year, I just start thinking about him all the time. Like, he just comes into my thoughts.

And sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad way,

like the girls were asking me, they were having memories of when like the police showed up to

our house. And Sam was like, what was your version of that? Because daddy always told us that

the fire department came and like he had told them some crazy made up story. So it's like

stuff like that seems to come up more and more this time of year, but also also in good ways

too. You know, I think a lot about the good times with him before life went to shit. But, you know, it's been two years,

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