We are live now in the conversations that matter podcast. We have a number of books that I want to talk

about today I've tried to narrow down the list of red pill books which is hard because

there's a lot and some I didn't include some I wonder whether or not I can even include because of

the restrictions YouTube has unfortunately and while I don't

Necessarily always abide by those restrictions, in fact in the past I've done some live streams and or I should say videos that I've uploaded, I put them on rumble and then an edited version on YouTube. I do tend to try to stay as much above board as I can because most of the listeners are on YouTube. So anyway, we'll see where things go. I'm open to questions, I'm

open to people who call in. I let the patrons know yesterday. If you are a patron of this

podcast, Patreon.com

forward slash worldview conversation, you can be part of the

podcast and today is kind of a free for all. You can bring up any topic you want.

I mean I'm kind of encouraging people talk about

whether in the comments or if you call in the books that really kind of read told you and

but you can talk about anything and ask me really any question and if I don't know I'll say I don't know.

But I do want to say I want to start off the podcast by just giving you a personal update. I appreciate all the prayers and encouragement. I feel like I've needed

a lot of that lately with the tragedies that are going on in the lives of myself and my wife and you know I almost

feel bad for needing so much of that but I do appreciate it I mean we all go through

seasons and this is definitely a

season for me and I didn't really understand I still don't understand the extent

to which my grandfather's death would affect me.

There's been other deaths in the family, there's been other deaths of friends,

but this one has been especially hard for me,

and I think one of the reasons for that is I had,

and my wife and I were talking about this actually last night

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