And look how far we've come, all the things we've done, did it all with love,

beauty from the bottom of, all I want is you, you're my favorite view, but there's nothing more.

And we are back.

Welcome back BumbleBitches.

We are live on YouTube and Facebook publicly today.

Yesterday we were, we did a very short YouTube live yesterday.

It was under 40 minutes.

We were live on Patreon for almost three hours before we went live on YouTube.

We were both kind of exhausted and a little bit irritable. And there was a couple things that happened yesterday that I want to address before we get into what we're doing today. First of all, we were covering questions that people had asked about people pleasing and how to get over it and be better from it. You pulled out your journal. You were reading from it. You made a comment about how had like six more things that you wanted to cover. And I was like, can we do a full episode of this? I engaged

you with that to not shut you down, but to tell you that like this is content. Like we could make

an entire episode. I was trying to be helpful. I was trying to find content that we could do on

Friday episodes. I was trying to effectively do the job that we do.

It was not received very well. And I've received a whole bunch of fucking hate from it this morning

and last night. And what happened was not a fuck you for reading your journal. It was very much a,

this is what we do. We should make full length content. It's good content. And I was trying to,

I was trying to do the right thing by our job. I wasn't trying to shut you down. So for the people who, who tried to correct me yesterday, somebody said that the energy and you died the moment that I shut you down. There's a couple other comments that were kind of nasty. I don't agree that your energy died. I think that you were in your flow of things and you felt the way that you felt about it. We talked about that a little bit last night. And I responded to that person. I did to put a caveat on the YouTube. I penned a comment on YouTube on the video explaining everything. Hindsight being 2020 because I've slept since then. There were a whole lot of things that I could have done in that moment differently instead of just continuing the episode that I should have done that I'm aware of now.

So moving forward, if there's an event where something happens in the podcast that's not received well, I have steps that I intend on taking moving forward before we go back to work

to address what happened, try to figure out why

and work through things so that these things don't repeat themselves. I am a flawed, broken

individual and I have been working really fucking hard over the last five years of my life to

become a better person. I am hated consistently on the internet. I'm called a narcissist.

I'm told that by people every single day

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