Hi everyone I'm Lexi Lombard, your host of this podcast, the Lexi podcast and it's a Wednesday evening it's 945 and last

episode I was bright-eyed and bushy-tailed in the morning, but today I've had a really

strange kind of horrible day, so there isn't a necessary topic that I want to address besides the mood that was today, hoping that someone

can relate or we can make sense of it. So in the last episode, during the Q&A portion portion why I feel like I'm out of breath that I'm like and during this I don't know get used to it sorry

excuse me in the last episode, someone asked during the Q&A portion, what do you do during a bad day?

And I was making the whole point, hot take, bad days are the best.

Well, I did not say bad days are the best.

I said you got to lean into it

because sometimes it's nice to kick and scream.

Sometimes it's nice to have all that kind of energy in the air

the worst are the days where you just feel a little bit less than 100% which is exactly

how today was when I woke up this morning I was exhausted and this is

unusual where my alarm will go off and I'll crawl back into bed just because at

this point in my life I do what I want because I'm just

really lucky I guess in that sense but it's 20-20 baby we're all just kind of

winging it anyway I wake up I choose my time to wake up so for me to get back into bed was not usual and I didn't like that. I didn't honor it. You know sometimes you need that extra sleep and you

don't feel bad about it because you're like I needed it. Today I don't think I

really needed it because I went to bed at the usual time I didn't stay up particularly late.

And so I don't know I was kind of mad at myself for sleeping in and I didn't forgive myself for it like why am I being mean to myself I can't tell you why then I look at my to-do list and I had intended on

Filming little sneak preview I suppose a how much I spend in a week video or what I spend in a week as a

24 year old in New York City

um which was actually a trend that I really spread. I didn't come up with this

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