All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream. A quote by Edgar Allan Poe.

Warning, the last 25% of this episode contains information which can be dangerous to people who are mentally unstable or suicidal.

If you struggle with suicidal ideation or maintaining your sanity, I recommend you do not listen to the last 25%.

Do not use psychedelics unsupervised if you are in this condition.

In the last month, I've reached whole new levels of consciousness that I had not yet reached

before.

These levels, of course, are impossible to articulate logically.

Logic, models, verbal explanations all fail.

So I'm going to try something new here, a more artistic, a more poetic approach.

I wrote out a verbal description of these new levels

of consciousness that I've accessed, what I would call God realization.

It's a pretty lengthy verbal description about seven to eight pages long, sit back get comfortable I'm going to read it to you

that's mostly what this episode is going to be just me reading and then some commentary

after I'm done reading. I've taken a lot of time to integrate this.

I've taken a lot of time to think it through. I've probably

spent 10 to 15 hours writing this out. Something new that I'm trying. And this is part of my integration process was writing this out,

which has been important for me.

It's taken me a lot of time to integrate this. I've struggled with it a lot, which is why I haven't

been releasing much work in the last month. Of course, ultimately what I want to share

with you cannot be put into words, but since words are all that I got right now, that'll have to do.

We'll see how you like it.

This verbal description is what I mean when I say God realization.

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