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We are here with Rachel Lindsay, part two.

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Did you even have time to process or be sad, or did you immediately go into anger?

Because I would have been angry having to read that in the tabloids over in a person conversation. I write about it. And finding out about the spousal support. Like I didn't even, that's insane. As much as you can tell us. Yeah, I know everyone buy her book. We're going to be reading the book. And the book isn't like just a, it's like, it takes you through a journey. Like it's essays again.

So it takes you through like the journey of it.

But I write about trying to describe what that moment felt like.

So I don't want to give too much about that.

But yeah, I mean, it's so much because it all comes crashing crashing

in like I woke up that morning thinking okay like I probably have to start looking for an attorney

and um you know like our what's our living situation going to be like and I need to go ahead and

tell my family and that kind of thing.

But not that.

So it all crashed in on me.

And then it was just like, go, fight or flight.

Like, what am I going to do?

Now everything is rushed when I thought we were just kind of kind of ease into this.

But what I say is this all could have been very private.

We could have handled it like in mediation.

We could have done the Jason Momoa, Lisa Bonnet thing,

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