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it's Girls Camp.

Hello everyone and welcome to the Girls Camp podcast. It is me, your host, Haley Rawl. And if you are navigating a faith deconstruction yourself or are simply fascinated by faith journeys, by religion generally, and Mormonism specifically, then pull up a camp chair because you are in the right place.

Last week's episode with Kelsey Wells was such a special episode to me and I think

it resonated really widely. So if you're new here, if you found me through Kelsey,

welcome and if you've been here for any amount of time then

welcome back. Today's episode I've actually been preparing for for a longer time

than any other episode ever and that is because I have a habit a late night right

before I fall asleep habit and I wish that this habit was reading poetry, writing poetry, reading great classic works of fiction.

But what this habit actually is is after my scrolling on Instagram and Tik-Tock, I pop on over to Reddit and I scroll the

X-Morman subreddit. And I've been doing that for some time, not every night, but a lot of nights. It's funny for some time not every night but a lot of nights it's funny because I think that I feel like

It's a way of winding down from Tik-Tok and Instagram because I'm reading and even though it's kind of a form of

social media it does feel oftentimes more thought-provoking or intriguing but I don't know, I'm maybe just defending the dystopian

social media Hellscape in which I live that scrolling on Reddit is my way of

winding down in the evening.

And yes, I'm working on it.

But for now, that's how it goes.

And I will look through the X-Morman Reddit page

and be shocked and dismayed and intrigued by the

by the posts on the X-Morman Reddit.

And I was doing this and I started taking screenshots

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