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me and him were never close? My dad practically gave me up to a sister from the moment that I was born.

I'm a 27 year old guy, by the way. My mom died when she was giving birth to me, and my aunt told me

that he never recovered from that because he blamed me for her dying. It hurt a lot as a kid that

at family events, he would ignore my existence. When I was a little older, he got more vocal about

me killing her, and he can't stand to look at my face. You can imagine the amount of therapy

that put me in. I used to go to church crying because I was scared about going to hell for doing

that to my mom. That's how much his words screwed me up, but the awful part was that I never stopped

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