dolls guys it's a harrowing afternoon so far I'm sad I feel like kind of bereft because

it's all over I'm nervous on I'm nervous as to what the next thing will be that like

gives us as much as scandival dead and just like that hopefully but you never know it will give us

because remember actually last season when mr big got fully cancelled krissnoth in every way possible

yeah he was killed for season without sanford yeah they should AI him honestly

why not yeah I'm also just like I'm worried about like banner pump rules like what how are they

gonna top this they won't yeah I don't know if they can I mean it's okay like I have understanding

but you can only go mid from here I think that's my feeling this is like this is almost it was like

such supernova event it was in eclipse it was sardisica parker seeing the eclipse on her boat

and going it's so humbling that's what this was and I don't think that they can reach that peak

again unless someone like murder suicides here's the thing no I mean I'm gonna count that out as

a possibility but I mean I've always said always no I know that someone may die on the show eventually

I don't want that to happen no of course not like come on but if there's one thing scandival has

taught me it's that literally anything is possible you can't you can't give up and you can't lose hope

you can't count out lease of enter problem but you can't have high expectations you just truly it's

kind of like a Buddhist you just have to live in the moment and live with gratitude it'll come to you

and allow it to be what it is and it's an exercise in like perfecting oneself or accepting oneself

rather than like trying to force anything we were all selfless in our lowered expectations of the

show I think we all sort of gave a part of ourselves up being like you know what it might have run

its course but I'm okay with that collectively we were all like and then I think that process of

becoming less ego gave us gifts does that make sense I like you reaching for that Buddhist

explanation kind of you know what I mean though it's like we all sort of collectively we're like I'm

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