You know, there's a short life in the acting world.

What do you think that is, what the creative side is?

Well, because losing out money, you got to take drugs, you're going through so much shit to try and deal with life.

You are literally, it's an unhealthy space.

And so eventually you're going to go too far, you know. Who knows what happened to

Philip? Who knows what he had to do in order to get to where he was at? There's a lot of things

that people do that end up sitting and they can't get over it. And they got to keep getting high

hoping to get it out of their head, you know, but when you lose your man card, that's the only

thing I can think of. You lose your damn man card. What is that? What do you mean by that?

You give up your ability of your right to be in a man. A man don't take it. A man gives it.

So when you give up that man card, you don't get that back. Are you saying what I think you're saying?

I'm saying what I'm saying. You don't get that back. You come into this world as a man one time.

You give up that right for anything, for fear of being hurt, fear of somebody doing something,

for wanting to gain something. When you give up that man card right, you lose some spiritual

energy that has always been pushing through. Like if a woman gives up her womanly right,

of being a mother and taking care of her family and being the, do all those things. When you

give up those things, but when you give up your manhood, I've never seen somebody recover from it. That was all the

people that went to the puffy parties. That was all the people that did all those things thinking that

there was never going to be a consequence for what they were doing, get punked out and pimped out

by some over greater desire. You shouldn't have a greater desire than being a man.

So I believe that's a big problem with a lot of the actors out there because they get fluid.

And next thing you know, wants to go fluid, it's gone. You don't have any foundation to pull

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