And now it's time for part two of in the moment.

We go in a marriage now and I'm going to be completely honest.

I'm going to admit something that I didn't think I would.

I was talking to Katie about this and it's no disrespect to my family.

I love my family.

I was raised by women for the most part.

And if I'm being honest, there were times and I realized this and go on a

therapy and learning myself and just discovering.

I guess things about myself that there were times when I was younger,

I always thought a little bit differently.

Always, I always just kind of had different ideologies.

I just saw life a little bit different.

And a perfect example of that is I remember being a kid and I always felt like

hitting your kids was wrong.

That's just how I felt, even as a child, right?

I would tell my parents, like, this is stupid.

This is ridiculous to actually think that it's okay or that you're even going

to get anything out of just hitting me.

Now, this gets complicated because you're dead, right?

I always get who you labeled differently.

My father is my biological father.

So, I mean, you went through a lot of abuse with your father.

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