This was 03.

So I guess it was a little, this was at the beginning of the tour cycle for the third EVE 6 record, we had a festival, like a radio festival show in Pittsburgh.

And like the BuzzFest or whatever, one of those.

And this was like pretty much at the height of my alcoholism.

And we got there, we got to the show, we flew in for it.

We got there kind of late.

And like at the time I needed my 90 minute prep before the show.

Like if I started drinking earlier than 90 minutes before, that could get,

that could get bad, but like 90 minutes was like, was, was a good spot for me.

The sweet spot.

The sweet spot.

We ended up getting there like 20 minutes before we had to go on stage.

Like, we didn't have our writer.

Like, it was just one of those things.

I'm kind of freaking out.

And I'm, like, yelling at my tour manager, like, an asshole to get me booze.

And he did.

And I was just, like, pounding drinks, like, as fast as I could before we had to hit the stage.

We did the show. And then I just kept drinking afterward and none of this, you know,

none of this is fucking novel or, you know, whatever.

This is all predictable shit.

This is what I did all the time.

...