Hello and welcome to like-minded friends with me Susie Ruffle and me, yeah. Oh, how you doing Tom? Well, I'd say, well, I'd say I'm doing okay, but actually I think I've been struggling quite a lot this week, if I'm honest, which we are encouraged to be aren't we?

We're definitely encouraged to be what how so how have you been feeling different? Well just sort of

just finding everything a bit heavier. Is that a various system or just sort of a bit like

despondent, you know a bit kind of like and what's the point you know what's the point in that

what's the point I don't know I know it's not

real I know it's not rational it's like it's it's like a it's it's like a

a papier mache version of the But yes, I've been sort of struggling quite a lot.

I'm not sleeping and stuff and I don't know.

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

I've been finding Mondays especially hard.

Yes, yeah. I'm like oh my goodness me another week of this. Yeah.

Well yes, yeah exactly well that's true isn't it? Yeah. I think Monday's can be difficult because it's not and I think as well like the normal things that we distract ourselves with

aren't aren't on to our fingertips.

So that's tough, we have to find other things, don't be?

Yeah, and I think it's quite hard because you sort of want to be like thinking,

I should be doing something, I should be creating,

or I should be learning something, I should be learning a language, I should be learning something I should be learning a life I should be like I should

painting I should be writing my book I should come up with a sitcom idea and I also should be doing a funny video and I think it's quite hard I think that earlier

This week I had to just sort of go today is the day where I watch loads of cooking programs.

That's very good.

I think that's very good.

And I just thought, that's what I want to do.

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