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The infinite potential of all worlds. The roiling chaos that is the heart of all worlds.

The roiling chaos that is the heart of all existences.

The place are all space and time and realities meet and coexist as one.

A place that is not a place.

In a time that is not a place, in a time that is not a time.

Not so very long ago, and yet ages and ages past, I made a mistake for fear of losing myself, for fear of losing the world I once knew.

I drew my last and only friend into these waters,

intend on trapping her forever in a place I thought was hell

to unmake and unravel the only living person who still loved me to return to a life that no

longer exists stupid powerful as i've become there is no scheme i could imagine that would undo what happened to me as a child.

From where I stand, I can touch every moment in space and time across every world that could ever be.

But not even I can change my past.

If I did, it would cease to be mine, and I would cease to be me.

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