Welcome in to the subconscious mind mastery podcast.

You know, I guess it's going to be a while before I hear that music and don't think of my buddy, Mike O'Sullivan.

I think you guys know from what two podcasts back where I dedicated the podcast to Mike.

Ah, just hard to believe, you know. But anyway, that's not our topic today. Hi, Mike.

I know you're listening from up there. You're probably here. I just can't see you. I've been trying to

connect and it hasn't happened yet. But this is a blog of conscious living. It's a story of my life, and I was thinking back on the origins of this. My goodness, guys. So really, 2009 was the year that I credit as the pivotal year when I started to really look at something different, a different way of living, had nowhere to go. All I had was a whiteboard of, A, what didn't work, and B, what I didn't know.

It was living in an RV out by a lake in the eastern side of Dallas, working in health care,

and trying to put Humpty Dumpty back together again. So that was what? We're in, this is being

recorded just after Thanksgiving, late November 2021.

But really, that whole RV transition began about this time of year.

So we are beginning year 13 since that transition.

And this podcast was started in the spring of 2013.

So we are coming up on nine years, you guys. Nine years we've been doing

this. So that was where I thought, well, let's go back and look at some of the old material,

the stuff that was still putting Humpty Dumpty back together again and look at it through

fresh eyes. And something caught me this morning that I thought, ah, this is so perfect, because I woke up,

and you know, that is such a time when you're going to sleep and when you're waking up that your

subconscious mind will be speaking to you if you're listening. And something that has always

just been there for me, I think.

It's always been there is a fear that was there this morning.

And although the fears have really subsided for me since that big epiphany,

I talked about this in podcast number 212, released on January 6th, 2020.

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