You're listening to Subconscious Mind Mastery podcast number 13.

This is part two, a sequel of podcast number 12.

So if you have not listened to 12, if somehow you landed here first, please drop back and listen to 12. We'll be right here when you get back. I promise we're not going anywhere. And you won't get what we're talking about if you don't go back to 12 because I'm just going to pick up and we're going to roll on from number 12. So stop back there and then we'll see you back here. If you've already listened to 12,

welcome back. Let's roll on. You saw how life was formulated for me because of that programming.

And the thing that you have to understand is the intensity. It's not that if anything else were

normal, there's no argument here. There is no issue. But because of that 200 times intensity, that was the

catching deal of why those first 22 months were so dramatic when all of a sudden that was gone.

It was a separation breakdown. And look, I was a kid in the 60s and a teenager in the 70s,

and I didn't rebel. I really was a great

kid growing up because I didn't want to deal with that 200 times upset. And that's also why the

religiosity fit in so well for me. Well, also because there wasn't really a choice, but that's

beside the point. It was either live or die.

And I say all of this in the context of my mom passed away just a couple of months ago in February.

And it was because of this healing, this process that I'm talking about with you in this podcast.

And what happened to me through what I'm

going to outline in this podcast allowed me to be at her bedside with my brother and his wife

holding my mom while she took her last sips of air. And so this material and this work that you can do and that I did allowed me to be in that

place. And so this is not dishonoring my mom for who she was. She was who she was. This is honoring her

by the very process of saying that you and I can change whatever was given to us. Look,

she did the best she could. And that's what I

saw that Mother's Day in that service in Dallas was just the veil pulled back and I saw her

heart and it just made me weep. Now, look, this was my story and you have to catch what it was

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