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I'm so happy to actually be sitting down and talking to you guys.

I feel like I haven't gotten on the mic in a hot minute because I have been so sick.

I was sick with something.

I honestly don't know what. And then I think it just moved into some kind of like bacterial pneumonia. Brutal. I have a whole other theory. This is going to sound kind of crazy. When you get run down, when I get run down, like I'm such a go, go, go person that a lot of times I just won't stop until I get sick. And then it forces me to stop, which is obviously not good. I'm not advocating for that. I need to recognize those

signs that my body needs to rest better, but it's like my nightmare. Resting is just so not me,

to be honest. I think a lot of people have a hard time getting up, getting motivated, getting stuff done.

I have a hard time doing nothing, like the hardest time doing nothing for whatever reason.

But maybe I'm like a little bit of a workaholic, but I feel like I got sick because I have so much stuff going on, so much stuff coming up.

And I didn't realize you guys being sick actually ended up

being like a weird spiritual experience. I got broken down like just torn down to the studs. I'm not a

crier. You guys know that about me by now. I probably cried like four times when I was sick.

Just like sobbing on my couch. I didn't realize how much grief. Like I thought

I was good and I think that this is something that isn't talked about enough with grief. I always

say that it's not linear, but it's really so true. This is just another reminder that even years

after something happens, like loss, it like still

can come back if you haven't fully dealt with it. And so I realized, and I actually don't know if there

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