I am Sarah Jane Case and this is Anya Graham and Coffee.

Hello friends, welcome back to the podcast. I hope you're weak. Your weekend treated you well.

I am so excited that you have joined me today and then we get to hang out for a little bit.

The first thing I need to talk to you about is just how dramatic I can be sometimes and I think,

you know, it took me a long time to type myself on the Anya Graham, if you don't know,

because in my mind I thought sevens were just happy all the time. And as I have grown to understand

the Anya Graham and to understand myself, I realized just how it's more so about the frustration we

cause for ourselves by trying to guarantee our happiness all of the time. And of course sometimes

we can definitely like bypass emotions and positive reframe everything. But also that doesn't

always feel good in the moment, even when you're doing it, you're kind of aware of like how

icky it really feels. And we've been in a state of anticipation for months now for this season of

our lives where my husband's in grad school, we moved to this old town in Tennessee and we've

been waiting for answers and waiting for information and we get that information, you know, three days

before we move. And so I was really prepping myself to be easy to please. Like I was like, I'm

going to channel my inner nine. I'm going to be so like go with the flow. I'm going to be a palm tree

just like waving in the wind. And you know, I tried. Okay, I tried my best. Our house is so cute,

aesthetically. It's like very, it's got like English cottage vibes. It's so cute. But realistically

like this is a college dorm and it feels like a college dorm. Like it doesn't feel like a home

which is fine. It's just like uncomfortable, you know, it feels kind of gross. Like it's got like

teenage boy grime everywhere is the energy. It smells musty and it feels a little moist if I'm

honest, you know, it doesn't feel great. Today, three grown men just like came into the house.

No, no announcement, no knocking. Just walked in. They had some furniture they needed to move. And

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