You ever been down so bad you don't believe it's gonna look up trying so hard but it's still not good enough.

Feel so cold, feel so alone.

Facing your palms. fuck is going on where

I go wrong is this the bad karma that they speak of praying every night still

nothing maybe I should speak up when I speak on how I feel I start to feel stupid because

don't nobody listen it doesn't seem real I could have so dope and got the same result, but I shouldn't be so pessimistic.

Life is a bitch. Check out to trace itself a lipstick on my knees looking up to reality.

Like, what is this? Don't know how much more I can take it is bullshit.

I would go to church, but the devil watched his hands in the pulpit.

They say everything happened for a reason.

Reasons I never clear, but why am I even here?

It seemed like I'm here just to struggle in for you all to laugh at.

With Chuck alone motherfuckers, I guess the joke is on me.

Life got me restrained. I'm just trying to break free.

Why trying to remain me? When life is a nightmare, only thing left is the dream.

Feel is if I'm a drowned in my sorrow.

Trying to stay strong so I can deal with tomorrow.

Somebody got some faith or some hope that I can borrow.

Looking in the mirror and don't recognize the man staring back.

My pretty brown eyes are now all black

Smoking on blacks and sip a moscato hoping that it helped they dreaming of peace wealth and good health

God must be on vacation because the devil working hard trying to figure out how I can play my cards

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