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DISGRACELAND

Phish: Community, Hippie Crack, and the Nitrous Mafia

DISGRACELAND

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Music, True Crime, Society & Culture

4.613.4K Ratings

🗓️ 11 November 2025

⏱️ 36 minutes

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A parking lot ruled by shady nitrous oxide dealers. And a bandleader whose addiction nearly killed him. This is the story of Trey Anastasio and Phish – and their improbable comeback.


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Transcript

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0:00.0

Disgrace Land is a production of Double Elvis.

0:14.8

This is a story about community.

0:18.2

About four self-described dorks from Vermont, who built one of the most

0:22.7

devoted fan bases in rock history.

0:25.8

It's a story about making music with your friends and about musical euphoria, but it's also

0:32.6

about the shadows darkening the margins, about hippie crack, hissing tanks, and the nitrous mafia.

0:41.5

And it's about how a seemingly idyllic scene could be infiltrated by hard drugs like cocaine and heroin.

0:49.1

This is a story about fish, which means it's a story about, I don't know, man, is it great music?

0:57.7

Unlike that clip, I played a few at the top of the show.

1:00.8

That definitely wasn't great music.

1:03.2

That was a preset loop from my Melotron called Peace Love and Ice Cream MK1.

1:10.7

I played you that loop because I can't afford the rights to slow motion by juvenile featuring

1:16.4

soldier Slim.

1:17.3

Why would I play you that specific slice of ass successfully backed up cheese, could I afford

1:24.7

it?

1:25.7

Because that was the number one song in America on August 15th, 2004.

1:32.5

And that was the day that Fish played what was billed as their final show,

1:37.1

when in fact no one, not even the band, knew that their story was far from over.

1:43.5

On this episode, Four Dorks, musical euphoria,

1:48.1

shadows on the margins, hippie crack, the nitrous mafia, and fish.

1:54.0

I'm Jake Brennan, and this is this Graceland.

1:58.2

Music is this Graceland. Earlier this year, in the spring of 2025, Fish was one of 14 musical acts nominated for induction into the rock and roll hall of fame.

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