Hello, and welcome back to your favorite podcast de influence Jordan on the mic. How you doing babe? I'm a little um I'm not peeved

But you left me you abandoned me. I hit when we start out the morning peeved or go to sleep

You abandoned me last night. I did you know why? Because I did take care of me. I know. I'm proud of you. It's so funny because everyone's always like

Take care of yourself self-care prioritize yourself. Damn you just take a break

But then you take a break and everybody's not at you. It's like so

confusing. Well, there's not enough margin

There's not an margin on the calendar

What do you mean that we like there was like a thing every night?

Well, that's just how life is though for everyone

Like there's always something and then it's like sometimes you have to say notice something

That's what everybody keeps telling me and then you say notice something and you're always letting someone down

Honestly, it wasn't bad. I I put the team on my back

But why don't you tell them what you signed us up for and then what you abandoned me for

so

So I had committed to this gala in Fort Worth that my aunt invited us to my aunt was so excited about

Aunt Lana. Yeah, Aunt Lana. I committed us to this like months ago

And I had invited Jeanine Caleb her fiance Caleb and then

Ellie got invited too. So we were all gonna go go together

I got this like cute new dress to go and I felt so bad this week yesterday

I just heard crying because I was like I don't feel well. I don't think I can go

But I don't let everyone down

So I looked at Jordan like babe, I don't know what to do and he immediately just goes

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