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You know, Jack, I feel like, as much as I love aesthetics, I wish there are a world where I could bridge peds and aesthetics.

I kind of miss it. I don't want to go back to the hospital. I could never, never go back to working like night shift to work my way down to getting part time at a

hospital again. I couldn't do it. But I found myself missing peeds a lot. What do you what do you

think you're missing about it? Like what is it exactly that you miss? I feel like I'm someone that

really like I love doing the fun stuff with aesthetics.

And obviously, there's so much nursing care and knowledge that goes into that and like anatomy and

everything. But I don't know. Like, I think I'm like missing caring for the disease process. I get that. An assessment and like everything like that

that goes into like figuring out the problem. Do you think being around a new child in your life is

reminding you of what it's like and missing kind of being around kids?

I mean, maybe.

I think that's definitely a possibility.

It has been a lot of fun.

Well, it's fun and scary. Like, not only letting myself love another man and, like, feel safe in that, but then

being like, oh, my God god now this is like a child

and what if things don't work out in which they will like i know this i feel this in my soul

but like that was a that was another hurdle to get through and and like let myself love this

child too and which like I do I love James

so much I love being around him and he's just such a great kid but I don't know maybe just like

but like I never did Peds that was always Nick you so yeah around babies. You know what? It's so funny because I tell my

nursing students this all of the time. I think

you know when you are even just in nursing school, if you're a

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