Yeah, it's funny, Benji, we've been doing this, this content thing for the last few years.

Obviously, I've openly talked about this is what I went to school for.

This is what I wanted to do for a living.

This is what I do with my life.

And at times, I've always had a feeling that the fan side of me is getting less and less,

that as soon as the game's over, I have a couple minutes where I think about how I felt

about the game or I let the fan side of it get out. And by the time,

like the countdown is over on the post game, if I'm producing or if I'm hosting, it becomes,

right, what's, this is now work. And the fan side of me dies inside. And a lot of, a lot of people

go and do things, like they go skydiving or they watch horror movies.

That's really been my thing, like to make sure that I still feel things, right?

I go, I do things to make sure that I can, my adrenaline gets pumping.

And in the last four or five days, I've had both ends of the spectrum remind me that I still can't feel extreme fan feelings for this basketball team.

Whether it be the euphoria of Friday night and them making the conference finals, And then I hate to say it,

but last night,

the utter devastation that wouldn't let me fall asleep,

that wouldn't let a lot of Knicks fans process,

that that actually happened and it happened to us

and happened to us again by that team,

but happened on one of the biggest stages that the franchise has been on for the last 25 years.

And completely...

The biggest.

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