I don't know what's going on and I hope we can somehow put these files together.

I might have to run two separate files if it doesn't work.

That first file just cut off.

It's cool. I'm flexible. I used to get up in arms about this stuff, right?

You know, there is, and i will offer this it's

interesting that the the audio stopped when it did i went to look up a newspaper article i really

don't have to look it up i know what it says but um there just comes a time where you just have to

realize and i think no matter what age you are,

and I wish I would realize it earlier.

There's only so much you can do as one person, and hopefully along the way you get some family members to chip in,

if there's a crisis or something going on, whatever it is.

You know, get one family member sometimes to help out you're lucky if you get more than that or family or friends to help out

you consider yourself lucky i do consider myself lucky but there is a like a limit when you're doing

stuff for family and you have business and all this stuff there's just a limit limit on how much you can do and you have to just sometimes accept the fact,

yeah, you know, I'm just doing the best I can do and that's all I can do.

Instead of beating yourself up all the time.

Now, listen, I know this for a fact because I beat myself up all the time about stuff.

I should have done this.

I replay things over my head, like in my head like it's a sporting event, you know. Oh, you fucked up here. You made a mistake. It's like instant. Let's go over the instant replay. Let's break the game film down. You know, your mistakes in life. but at some point, you know, if you're trying and you're hustling,

and even if you're trying and you're hustling,

and even if you're not getting anywhere, you know, that's just good enough.

Fuck sick.

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