Hello, hello everybody. I'm Lexi Lombard, your host of the Alexi

podcast and if you listen to last week's episode with Alex McQueen, thank you so much for all of your kind words that you sent, all the love that you sent her.

It means the world to me to get to share one of my favorite relationships with you guys and to have you

respond so well and so lovingly and give your warm well wishes and gratitude.

It was sweet and it's actually one of my favorite episodes I've ever recorded.

I hesitate a lot with having guests.

If you're new to this podcast, it's primarily a solo podcast.

This is a conversation between me and you and I'm very very very to say the least selective in regards to bringing guests into this sacred space because it's so important to me and I have maybe lied to myself saying that I don't

want to subject other people to this level of vulnerability that I reach during these episodes and that's why I

avoid bringing guests on but if I was a little bit more honest with myself I

would say that maybe I fear that bringing

someone on this podcast that I'm not as close with would make me less

vulnerable but that's something I'm I'm interested in working on and every time I have a

guest on it's rewarding and I like it and though I love a solo episode I do want to

bring guests on and last week was a reminder to me how enjoyable of an experience that can be.

If you haven't listened to the episode, it's called the questions that keep me up at night. I highly recommend. I love it.

However, you're just getting me today.

And my goodness, before we get into questions, I want to give a little life update.

Give you the low down on what's been going on everything was so

ugh last week I did not love last week when it rains it pours and last week it was

pouring in minor inconveniences over and over again.

Last week was Valentine's Day and I was oh so looking forward to it.

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