Tetrogrammaton

Tetragrammaton And it seems like it's easier for kids.

I always remember that scene in big where Tom Hanks is like at the FAO Schwartz and he's

just kind of messing around.

He sees another kid and he's like, you know, immediately like,

my name is Billy, what's yours?

Like, that's how quickly they become friends.

And sometimes wishing that, like,

sometimes meeting somebody and feeling like,

I feel like I'd be friends with this person,

but we can't quite get through uh because we're

sort of um you know we're kind of playing these roles and we're in this situation we're not

really going to get to um connect um i wish we could do it without talking i yeah without talking or i guess i also get the

feeling of being judged like it's immediately a little bit of um okay well if any most spiritual

programs talk about being in the moment, that's kind of the key to, you know, enjoying life or feeling good.

And it's hard to be in the moment if while we're talking, it can come into my mind, someone's going to listen to this later and judge it, you know,

the same way I might judge something that I'm listening to. And when you get that, that's the thing

that probably, you know, when I begin this, makes me a bit inhibited always when you start and then you probably relax and you

kind of forget about it and it would be nice to get to a place where you don't really care i've been doing

this every day for the last 12 days and today is the first time i'm nervous but But I think it's because I feel your energy.

And that we didn't really agree to do this.

No, no, no, no, I know.

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