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Outward: Slate's LGBTQ podcast - 5: Healing Without a Cure | When We All Get to Heaven

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🗓️ 5 November 2025

⏱️ 57 minutes

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Summary

When Rev. Ron Russell Coons got diagnosed with AIDS he thought a lot about what healing meant when death was certain. He pursued it in his strained and broken family relationships and he preached about it from the pulpit. Though he knew, without a doubt, that he would die from AIDS, Ron claimed that he believed in and had experienced healing. What does healing mean when everybody knows it can’t mean survival? Maybe healing is one’s biological family and queer kin showing up and reaching for connection across those fractures.

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When We All Get to Heaven is produced by Eureka Street Productions. It is co-created by Lynne Gerber, Siri Colom, and Ariana Nedelman. Our story editor is Sayre Quevedo. Our sound designer is David Herman. Our managing producer is Krissy Clark. Tim Dillinger is our consulting producer and Betsy Towner Levine is our fact-checker. We had additional story editing help from Sarah Ventre, Arwen Nicks, Allison Behringer, and Krissy Clark. For a complete list of credits, please visit https://www.heavenpodcast.org/credits.

This project received generous support from individual donors, the Henry Luce Foundation (www.hluce.org), the E. Rhodes and Leona B. Carpenter Foundation, and California Humanities, a non-profit partner of the National Endowment for the Humanities (www.CalHum.org).

Eureka Street Productions has 501c3 status through our fiscal sponsor FJC: A Foundation of Philanthropic Funds.

The music for this episode is from the Metropolitan Community Church of San Francisco’s archive. It was performed by MCC-SF’s musicians and members with Bob Crocker and Jack Hoggatt-St.John as music directors. Additional music is by Domestic BGM

“When the Roll is Called Up Yonder” is by James Milton Black. 

“Give Me Jesus” is a traditional spiritual arrangement by Charles Ivey. The soloist is Maria Barnet. 

“It is Well with My Soul,” also known as “When Peace, Like a River,” is by Horatio Spafford.

Thanks to 

  • Ron’s family for speaking with us on and off the record. We know this was a stretch and we appreciate it.

  • Dr. Joseph Marchal, for helping us understand Ron’s “We Have AIDS” sermon and the biblical text it was based on. It’ll be a great special episode one day. 

  • Steve Russell for sharing his memories of Ron and his brother, Chuck Russell Coons.

    Great thanks, as always, to the members and clergy of the Metropolitan Community Church of San Francisco who made this project possible.


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0:00.0

I'm Christina Kauderucci, and this is Outward, Slate's show about queer life, culture, and politics.

0:12.0

If you've been listening recently, you know that we've been running a special series called When We All Get to Heaven from Eureka Street Productions.

0:19.2

If you're just catching up, you'll definitely want to go back to episode one and listen from

0:23.2

the beginning.

0:24.2

That episode is called Setting the Table.

0:26.5

You'll meet the congregants of MCC San Francisco, one of the first pro-gay churches during

0:31.3

the heart of the AIDS crisis.

0:33.1

It's a story told through an almost lost archive of cassette tapes that was buried in the floorboards

0:38.4

of a church. This is episode 5, Healing Without a Cure. The episode tells the story of Ron Russell

0:46.3

Coons, a minister living with AIDS. AIDS forced him to confront his sexuality, his religious

0:52.7

conservative family, and his understanding of healing

0:55.6

as he faced his death.

0:58.0

Lynn Gerber and her team trace his journey through his sermons, the memories of his family,

1:03.2

and the voices of the friends who helped see him through his final years.

1:07.6

The story sits within the tension of religious division inside families, the ways illness

1:13.4

and death test faith, and how queer kinship carried people through the end of life.

1:19.2

This is a portrait of how Ron moved through these tensions, and how those who loved him

1:23.9

continued to do so.

1:26.0

His chosen family helped him learn how to die, and to recognize what healing could mean

1:30.2

when death is certain.

1:32.6

Episode 5 of When We All Get to Heaven, right after this. Our first hymn tonight is number 259.

1:55.1

Let's all stand to our feet, please, and join the singing when the roll is called up yonder.

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