We all have a moment that splits us wide open. On my new podcast, Wide Open with Ashland Harris,

I'll sit down with trailblazers from sports, music, fashion, entertainment, and politics

to explore their toughest moments and the incredible comebacks that followed. Listen to Wide

Open with Ashland Harris, an Iheart women's sports production on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcast.

Presented by Elf Beauty, founding partner of IHeart Women's Sports.

I'm Emi Olea, hosts of the podcast Crumbs.

For years, I had to rely on other people to tell me my story.

And what I heard wasn't good.

You really f***ed last night.

It felt like I lived most of my life in a blackout.

I was trapped in addiction.

You had to grab the lamp and smashed it against the walls.

And then, I decided I wanted to tell my own story.

Listen to Crumbs on the I Heart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.

When I smoke weed, I get lost in the music.

I like to isolate each instrument.

The rhythmic bass, the harmonies on the piano, the sticky melody.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, careful, babe, there's someone crossing the street.

Sorry, I didn't see them there.

If you feel different, you drive different.

Don't drive high.

It's dangerous and illegal everywhere.

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