You're listening to Okay, Now Listen, a bi-weekly show where we chat about what's on our minds,

what we're binging, and what's blowing up our timelines.

I'm Scotty Beam, media personality, content creator, music, enthusiasts, and a wing kind of sore.

And I'm Sylvia Obel, culture writer, host, producer, and lover of Beyonce. Sylvia, how are you feeling this week?

You know, truth is, I'm tired.

I'm tired.

What table to say?

Options are few. I'm trying to pray.

Where are you?

Where are you, Jesus?

That is where I'm at.

That is where I'm at.

I am like, you know, like when I just, you know what, it's funny, I just always use songs

supernet, but like I would listen to a salon just more.

It was like, you have the right to be mad I was

they're singing that but to the tune of you have the right to be sad like I replace mad with sad

because I think one thing like I'm in therapy right now.

I've been in therapy, I got back into therapy during the quarantine

to survive and all that stuff, but like I always compare sometimes therapy to like a like a facial which is very on brand for me I'm sure but like that like you know when you first get a chemical peel or something where it's like it got to get bad before it gets good like everything got peeled before it's good

and so it's like all that all the stuff is coming out your

pores and you're just like a it's like you're unearthing all of these

feelings and then you have to deal with them and you have to process them and like a thing that's big for me is that like I always felt like I had to pretend to be okay.

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