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OCD: Stories about obsessive compulsive disorder

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🗓️ 17 October 2025

⏱️ 28 minutes

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Summary

In honor of OCD Awareness Week, this episode features two deeply personal stories about living with obsessive compulsive disorder.

Part 1: For Hannah Hedelius, a classmate’s hiccups trigger an overwhelming reaction she can’t hold back.

Part 2: As a graduate student, Rachel Hostetler begins to realize that her intrusive thoughts may be more than just regular stress.

Hannah Hedelius was born and raised in Idaho. She received her Bachelors of Psychology from Boise State University and is currently working on her Masters in Biomolecular Sciences. Hannah plans to attend medical school where she will work towards a dual doctorate for a career as a medical scientist. Hannah is a graduate assistant for the Dean of Students Office where she works in substance misuse prevention. She focuses on creating alcohol and other drugs education and awareness. Hannah is also doing research at Boise State where she studies cholera toxin and its potential in treatment of inflammatory bowel diseases. In her free time, Hannah enjoys reading and spending time with her family.

Rachel Hostetler is a scientist at the Allen Institute for Brain Science and her role focuses on providing scientific training to users of the institute’s tools and datasets. Prior to working at the institute, she completed a Ph.D. in Neuroscience at West Virginia University, where she used many Allen Institute datasets to guide her research on somatostatin inhibitory interneuron diversity. She completed her B.S. at the University of Minnesota, double-majoring in Neuroscience and German Studies. Now living in Seattle, she yells out in excitement whenever she sees a mountain (not just Mt. Rainier but literally any mountain) after growing up in the Midwest. When not yelling at mountains, she spends her free time trying new seafood restaurants with her partner, snuggling with their very needy cat, and exploring the beauty of the PNW.

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0:00.0

A science story, huh?

0:04.0

Is NYU scientist the...

0:06.0

I felt...

0:07.0

I felt...

0:08.0

I was so...

0:09.0

And I just thought, well...

0:10.0

It was that golden moment.

0:13.0

Because science was on my side.

0:15.0

Hey, everyone. Hey everyone, welcome to The Story Clutter, where true personal stories about science help us explore just how weird and wonderful it is to exist in this world and be a human.

0:32.2

I'm your host, Misha Gaioski, and today, in honor of OCD Awareness Week, we're featuring two stories that shed light

0:37.6

on the realities of living with obsessive compulsive disorder.

0:41.2

It is our hope that by sharing these stories

0:42.9

that we can help dispel some of the myths

0:44.8

about obsessive compulsive disorder

0:46.6

and break down the stigma around mental illness.

0:49.8

Our first story today comes from biomolecular science student,

0:53.4

Hannah Hedelius.

0:54.8

Her story is recorded last year at Boise State University.

0:57.8

Here's Hannah.

1:13.3

So for the first semester of grad school, I wanted to be ready.

1:15.5

I sat in the front row.

1:19.3

I had my laptop open with my textbook pulled up.

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