What's going on everybody? No music today. No music. Not yet anyways. Not

welcome to freely normal I am as always Josh wolf I know some of you it and by the way it means a lot to me you guys reaching out

and asking about the show and asking about if I'm okay and why

there hasn't been a fairly normal and you guys if you listen to this you know why when

I don't record it's always just you know I can do the other stuff I can do Prince in the Wolf I can do control chaos I can do my sets when I'm not feeling that well.

I'm a little off I can't do this man you just because it's just me and you know there's no that wall that I put up is just not here

for this show so I can do all the other stuff. I can't do this one.

And these last couple of weeks, man. Three weeks maybe?

First of all, I want to tell you something guys, honestly.

Honestly, if I had to go back and do it all again, I mean from the fucking beginning meaning age zero

If there was only one thing that I would change it by myself

If I was gonna do it again, there's 0.0% chance. I think I would be nice. Like I would still, obviously, and not being nice has nothing to do with with being disrespectful or you know what I mean?

You're still respectful to people and people are not, you know, it's reciprocal and you go about your day and you're polite and all that shit that's not what I mean I don't mind I don't mean being an outward asshole

but man being a giver is tough in this world.

It's tough.

Because even when you're giver generally even if you're doing it with other givers people

just take I have to tell you I've been fucking filling other people's cups for 48

years that's how old I am guys, 48. 48 fucking years I've been filling

other people's cups. I'm not doing it anymore. I'm not doing it anymore. This

doesn't mean I'm I'm being an asshole like I'm not gonna you know start

being Trump and insulting people and that motherfucker. I think he adds to even the people who like him.

He's added to the level of everybody's irritation.

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